Disconnected before loading in, couldn't reconnect

Right after the load in screen where it shows the contracts of your teammates, I disconnected and wasn't given an option to load back in. I believe it said "something went wrong" or along the lines of that. No error code that I could tell. My teammates and I were about to head to a key room on Perimeter, so I came fully decked out in purple gear. Purple M77, purple bully, purple shield, purple backpack, 1 purple and 2 blue implants, blue cores, loads of ammo, self rez, and a stack of blue shields and meds. I'm also down about 11k in in-game money from all those purchases. Please assist me in getting my gear back, as I am trying not to lose my mind. This attempted raid happened on 3/9/26 at around 9pm est